Showing posts with label the confession. Show all posts
Showing posts with label the confession. Show all posts

Sunday, January 10, 2010

....With all of my heart



Do you know that I love you, with all of my heart?
and everything I give you comes from within.
This is not just a figure of speech nor is it just something to say, this is how I really feel. Any woman can make love to a faithful man because its just them two But I have to share my object of affection. Which means I have to give you more, and twice as much to make sure that you always come back. I have to stimulate not just your body but also your mind. That way you think of ME when she puts us on the line.I say us because everything I have is invested in you. So think of me even when I'm not there to defend US. I have to act like nothing bothers me and always play cool because when you have doubts, I have to remind you but quick question ...do you know that I love you with all of my heart?

I love you like no one is watching... Like no one is judging or calling me out of my name. I love you like this has been approved like my friends and family thinks it’s okay. I love you like SHE doesn't exist and like he's not hatin and people aint staring. Don't I make it look easy? It's genuine, it's sincere, That's because in case u didn't know...I love you with all of my heart.

If my feelings were allegations I would go to tria,l plead the fifth and take my chances…and it would be time well spent. The evidence is clear from the moment I saw u my heart beat my mind in making the decision.....I love you with all of my heart

And one might think you have everything to lose and me on the other hand I living care free. They couldn't be more wrong because I'm taking the chance of losing my sanity. Before you there were few but after you I will never be the same! I could wake up tomorrow and this could all be a game. you will simply return to what you had before.I on the other hand will start the beginning of the end. Because I love you, with all of my heart. So what would be left to give another?

And with all of my heart I love you with nothing but HOPE! Hope That you feel the same, no contract no vows no witnesses just your word!Your words that I hold onto so dearly. So I hope that it’s not just pillow talk when you tell me "I aint goin nowhere" and I hope that u mean when u kiss me so deep that I start to believe that your only kissing me. And I hope that you mean it when u say you will always be there. Cause sometimes when I call and you don't answer there are thoughts that start to cross my mind. And when hours turn into days I start to sweat like slave thinking my worst nightmare has come true.

But you never let me down because you always return and unlike HER I don't interrogate, i only have one question.....do u know that I love you with all of my heart?