Sunday, January 10, 2010

....With all of my heart



Do you know that I love you, with all of my heart?
and everything I give you comes from within.
This is not just a figure of speech nor is it just something to say, this is how I really feel. Any woman can make love to a faithful man because its just them two But I have to share my object of affection. Which means I have to give you more, and twice as much to make sure that you always come back. I have to stimulate not just your body but also your mind. That way you think of ME when she puts us on the line.I say us because everything I have is invested in you. So think of me even when I'm not there to defend US. I have to act like nothing bothers me and always play cool because when you have doubts, I have to remind you but quick question ...do you know that I love you with all of my heart?

I love you like no one is watching... Like no one is judging or calling me out of my name. I love you like this has been approved like my friends and family thinks it’s okay. I love you like SHE doesn't exist and like he's not hatin and people aint staring. Don't I make it look easy? It's genuine, it's sincere, That's because in case u didn't know...I love you with all of my heart.

If my feelings were allegations I would go to tria,l plead the fifth and take my chances…and it would be time well spent. The evidence is clear from the moment I saw u my heart beat my mind in making the decision.....I love you with all of my heart

And one might think you have everything to lose and me on the other hand I living care free. They couldn't be more wrong because I'm taking the chance of losing my sanity. Before you there were few but after you I will never be the same! I could wake up tomorrow and this could all be a game. you will simply return to what you had before.I on the other hand will start the beginning of the end. Because I love you, with all of my heart. So what would be left to give another?

And with all of my heart I love you with nothing but HOPE! Hope That you feel the same, no contract no vows no witnesses just your word!Your words that I hold onto so dearly. So I hope that it’s not just pillow talk when you tell me "I aint goin nowhere" and I hope that u mean when u kiss me so deep that I start to believe that your only kissing me. And I hope that you mean it when u say you will always be there. Cause sometimes when I call and you don't answer there are thoughts that start to cross my mind. And when hours turn into days I start to sweat like slave thinking my worst nightmare has come true.

But you never let me down because you always return and unlike HER I don't interrogate, i only have one question.....do u know that I love you with all of my heart?

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