The Perfect Crime

I think this is the beginning of temporary insanity
Last night he was the co-star in one of my dreams
Then I woke up this morning and saw him playing for my team
I don't know about yall
But thats what love means to me;
So I had to pursue him! I took it as sign!
Whenever I'm wit him...
It always feels right
I could be mistaken
It could be all in mind!
But if this is wrong
Then I committed the perfect crime.
When its time for interrogation,
I can plead the fifth!
What is there to say?
Its all in the evidence..
Poly graph test?
No need to lie
My finger prints all on his body
I have no alibi!
How much time am I facing?
Send me away for life
Take me out the game
Let me be his wife!
I don't need see another
U can remove me from this world!
If he's not there,
I might as well be in a room full of girls!
I'll check my calendar everyday
Waiting for u to be mine
Cause each day I'm not I'm not wit u will
THAT will feel like jail time.
But if being wit you,
Is a solitary confide
Tell the judge to lock me up!
I just committed the perfect crime!

Confessions Of A Mistress

Poor little Wifey,
Home all alone
Waiting for her man,
Probably sitting by the phone
she calls so much,
I even know her ringtone
but you out being a dog and tonight...
Im the bone!
My name doesn't matter
but you know me by face,
You friend requested me
to see if he wrote on my page!
I know your suspicion must be driving you insane
you might be on his mind but IM GIVING HIM BRAIN!!!
I do all the things that u just wont do!
Thats why I'm on his mind even when he's with you!
Next time your out shopping, you should buy yourself a clue!
cause those marks around his neck...they came from me boo;-)
Thats how daddy likes it but u wouldn't know!
you're to busy worried about all these other hoes
but I'm right in your face, sitting front row!
Fukin ya man...and keepin it on the low!!
you might be his misses but me I'm his MISTRESS
Whenever your not around, he's comin thru to hit this
I fulfill every fantasy he puts on his wish-list
There's no limit to what i do...
my skills are relentless!!!
We have ALL the things of any other relationship
yea we argue sometimes
But we're the best of friends!
All his boys know about me
and so does his kin
But they smile ya face, and chill in ya crib!
i could be a co-worker, or your very best friend
A neighbor a ex or even a relative
i could be anybody
that part is irrelevent
Pay attention sweetheart..
its the CONFESSIONS OF A MISTRESS
I've met your kids,
i know where you work
you think you gotta good man?
He really is a jerk
He told me he would leave if it wasn't for the kids
you think he's working late?
well he's at my crib
he tells me he loves me..
and i love him too!
But not even for a second
would i trade places with you
Because your truth is a lie
if only you knew!!!
The question is who's the mistress...
is it me or is it you???

Me&U

Me&U..

Don't you love it when you tell someone "keep this between me&u"
Then they tell some one else and say, "keep this between me&u"
Now everyone got something to say about what we do.
But it's ok cause the only ones in this is me&u.
And she don't even got a man but got so much to say about me&u
Since she has all the answers,
You would think she'd have a man too.
The blind can't lead the blind so you should just do you.
That's why I don't discuss what happens with me&u
No one else understands the things that we go through.
The first thing they would ask is why I'm still with you.
But where were they when shit went down it was just me&u
When I didn't have a dime, it was just me&uAnd every tear that I cried, it was just me&uBut now things have changed and I'm worried about me&u.
The futures starting to look a little blurry for me&uAll these new "friends"
What happen to me&u?
We barley even speak, what are you trying to do?
You act like you don't care, what are you trying to prove
So now I had enough and it's over wit me&uNow everyone is wondering whatsup wit me&uYou left me with no choice but to give up on me&u
But when it's all said and done I got nothing but love for you
Not a nigga before or after can compare to me&u
And although I'm with him, I still think about you
And I know you're somewhere thinking of me too
So what happens from here is up to me&uBut this time let's be clear, and keep it... between
me&u!

....With all of my heart

Do you know that I love you, with all of my heart?
and everything I give you comes from within.
This is not just a figure of speech nor is it just something to say, this is how I really feel. Any woman can make love to a faithful man because its just them two But I have to share my object of affection. Which means I have to give you more, and twice as much to make sure that you always come back. I have to stimulate not just your body but also your mind. That way you think of ME when she puts us on the line.I say us because everything I have is invested in you. So think of me even when I'm not there to defend US. I have to act like nothing bothers me and always play cool because when you have doubts, I have to remind you but quick question ...do you know that I love you with all of my heart?

I love you like no one is watching... Like no one is judging or calling me out of my name. I love you like this has been approved like my friends and family thinks it’s okay. I love you like SHE doesn't exist and like he's not hatin and people aint staring. Don't I make it look easy? It's genuine, it's sincere, That's because in case u didn't know...I love you with all of my heart.

If my feelings were allegations I would go to tria,l plead the fifth and take my chances…and it would be time well spent. The evidence is clear from the moment I saw u my heart beat my mind in making the decision.....I love you with all of my heart

And one might think you have everything to lose and me on the other hand I living care free. They couldn't be more wrong because I'm taking the chance of losing my sanity. Before you there were few but after you I will never be the same! I could wake up tomorrow and this could all be a game. you will simply return to what you had before.I on the other hand will start the beginning of the end. Because I love you, with all of my heart. So what would be left to give another?

And with all of my heart I love you with nothing but HOPE! Hope That you feel the same, no contract no vows no witnesses just your word!Your words that I hold onto so dearly. So I hope that it’s not just pillow talk when you tell me "I aint goin nowhere" and I hope that u mean when u kiss me so deep that I start to believe that your only kissing me. And I hope that you mean it when u say you will always be there. Cause sometimes when I call and you don't answer there are thoughts that start to cross my mind. And when hours turn into days I start to sweat like slave thinking my worst nightmare has come true.

But you never let me down because you always return and unlike HER I don't interrogate, i only have one question.....do u know that I love you with all of my heart?

Is it Me or is it you?

Its not about the title he gives you, it’s about the role you play in the relationiship. Don’t be so quick to think your TITLE has significance! Sometimes the “side-chick” gets treated better then the girlfriend; Sometimes the mistress gets treated better then the wife, sometimes the AFFAIR holds more value than the RELATIONSHIP……
Im not speaking in the case of a “jumpoff” or a one night stand. I’m speaking of the kind of relationship that goes deeper then sex. Two people who have connected over time. I just may start off as lust but it can grow into love and before you know it your in a triangle of some sort. You know you should but cant walk away. you know its wrong, but it feels so right, and you tell yourself everytime is going to be the “last time”. So I wanna open up some dialogue between us ; the women with the titlte and the one her man is cheating with. Because in order to beat the competition, you must first understand them.
Hopefully this sheds light on why the i stick around. Or even more, make you wonder why the women in the relationship stays??? The woman in the relationship will have you believe that she has the upper hand by proclaiming that she is LOVED. This may be true, but she is also lied to, manipulated, and mislead. However as the “mistress” I always know wassup! I always know where he is what he’s doing who he’s with. He doesn’t have to lie to me. He spends all his free time creeping away from you, only to get closer to me. Holidays, special occasions, celebrations , all spent with me! Im his MAIN concern your on the SIDE lines! So the question is who’s the mistress…..is it me or is it you?

My name is BlackMarilynn, nice to meet you ;-)

I don’t just want what I can’t have, I’m in love with it. It's so hard to except the fact that I can’t have something when it's already mine! Growing up I was called rebellious, I would like to think I’m ambitious. Some might say I’m in denial but I like to think I’m optimistic. One thing’s for sure, I seem to attract the right men at the wrong time and I’m sure they agree. To know me is to love me and that feeling is mutual my name is BlackMarylinn, nice to meet you ;-)