Sun Rise

When you stay the night I can't sleep; cause in that moment reality is better than my dreams. And when the sun rises, It doesn't feel early, It feels like the beginning of the end. It's bitter sweet, before you even leave I'm wondering When will I see you again? You leave my heart on edge, You leave my mind in suspense, You leave my nerves in disarray, You leave my body feeling tense! You leave!! And that's when I realize, this is why I fuck with you! Cause if it was to easy, You wouldn't be able to please me! It must be the challenge of it all that intrigues me… When I think about you I say, "Damn, I wish somebody loved me like that" I wish somebody admired me, the way I admire you. I look for confirmation in the things that you say but they don't always coincide with the things that you do. Why do I this to myself? I tried to move on but the truth is...I don’t want nobody else!! You shouldn't want nobody else!! And when I'm with you I feel like somebody else. A room full of people but I don't see anybody else, Just you. You don't believe what I say, That's why I go hard to get you to recognize it in the things that I do. You’re sleeping on me... And when I look at you it feels like a day dream. At this very moment, I want you to stay sleep. You sleep so peacefully… I don't want the sun to rise. ‘cause that’s the beginning of the end And I'll think of you all day, until I see you again.

My Prayer

ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME!
No Human is above me
Pray for those who hate me
And bless the ones who love me.
Before you go astray from me,
Just try to spend a day with me
I’m blessed for what I have,
But please continue to pray for me.
Keep the devil away from me!
Because he is a liar…
And all praises due to the Lord Jehovah Jirah
Always keep the faith,
Even in the unseen
One of my favorite scripture; Isaiah 54:17
No weapons formed against me,
Shall ever achieve
Just continue to believe,
John 3:16!
And no I’m not a saint
And just because you go to church, you ‘aint!
“THOU SHAL NOT JUDGE”
So be careful what you think!
Forgive me for trespassing,
Forgive me for my debts,
Forgive me for all my sins,
THANK GOD I’ve been kept!
Carry me when I can’t walk,
Speak for me when I can’t talk,
Prevent the wrong actions by monitoring my thoughts.
I promise to keep you first,
Please keep me from temptations to sin,
In the name of the heavenly father,
Let us all say “Amen”