I feel like Lauren Hill in the late 90's
Gone crazy
And can't nobody find me
Wat you see on the outside
Doesn't reflect what's inside me
Easier said then done it is
To leave my past behind me.
What if I told you I was only here for 2 reasons:
My 2 little sisters arr the motivation that keep me breathing.
And I know if keep my faith then in due season;
God will bless me if only I do what he pleases.
Its the sins of my flesh that are so appeasing
Its the sin of the enemy that keeps teasing
And its the enemy within that keeps defeating..
The woman vs. the girl that keeps competing.
Its the lies that I've been told from the love that turned cold
Its hate disguised as friends from people who were really foes.
Its the consequences of bad decisions that I chose
Its a defensive mechanism when I keep my heart closed!
Its the very first person who broke it!
Not the first man I had,
but the man with the DNA I was born with!
The one who I never met
And the ones who I wont forget
And the ones who made it so hard for the man that's coming next!
Its the fact that I've worked so hard to get here,
Then I look up and realize that I've made it nowhere
Its the passion that I have inside...
Its my own thoughts that keep me up at night
Then I look at this pen
Which is a symbol of my life!
That's when I realize
Only I can make it "WRITE!"
